If I can go back I swear I'll not take him for granted and show him how much I care.
but it's too late...I have to move on.

ANG IDEAL MAN KO

ang ideal man ko ung marumi kung kumakain ng manok.
Ung tipong tinatapon ang chicken bones sa lamesa tapos pinapagalitan ko.

and ideal man ko ung ma prinsipyo.
kung ayaw nya ng uminom beer o ngumuya ng bubble gum di mo xa mapipilit.

ang ideal man ko ung pa.impress sa mama.
ung tipong pag bday mo tapos naghuhugas ng pinggan si mama mo ngvovolunteer xang tumulong kahit d nya na alam kung ano ginagawa nya.

ang ideal man ko ung cool sa barkada.
ung tipong kahit wala ka to the rescue sa mga friends. hinahatid pa nya sa bahay nila hanggang sa super close na sila ng friends mo.

and ideal man ko ung d ka prinipressure.
ung tipong nakalimang beses ka ng inimbita patuloy ka pa ring tumatangi pero naiintindihan nya with no pressure.

ang ideal man ko ung tipong sincere kung magsabi ng "I LOVE YOU."
ung tipong sa four months na nanliligaw sayo tatlong beses nya lng itong sinabi pero alam mo talagang totoo.

ang ideal man ko ung the best na manliligaw.
ung tipong nggive up ts nalaman na sasagutin mo na pala pero d manliligaw ulit dahil lng sa assurance.

yan ang ideal man ko.
anjan na sana pinakawalan ko pa tuloy nakahanap ng iba.

Starts to End

In the begining..

I am a wanderer drifting too far in that cloudy vault

living my principle- hiding myself not to come close..

fourth, I decided to open my cold doors and be clasp by the waiting warmth outside.. but it was too late, for the warmth slowly disappears like a passing storm.

In the end..

I am yearning for the warmth to bring himself back into the fold..

to forget, i tried to gather all the anger based on what I've read.. but it is not enough for hatred, because I understand..

I know it's about me- trying to lock myself away. holding back, not to feel.

Now, comes another soul, making me an offer but how can I accept it when..

one drop and he is back in his old self.

two drops and I am back into that cloudy vault which is much colder. Hiding myself, not to be hurt for the third time. =,(

GOODBYE to you.

Broken fairytale

He walks into her life offering nothing but his undying love.

She believed him, giving him all of her.

Summer was sweet because of him.

He brought her to places that were new to her. He showed him the moon and stars and most specially the incredulity of love.

They share sunrise, their favorite time of the day.

Underneath the wide horizon and golden sun they pledge an unending promise of love.

The city was able to witness their story. It was a fairytale, he as the knight and she as the princess.

Then, came the trolls who invades there palace- a palace made out of fidelity, trust and love.

He was imprisoned by the trolls deceiving spell and she was left in the corner of their unpredictable world waiting for his voice of ever after.

But then, he was so weak to be deceived by their magic spells.

He left her with a broken promise and a shattered palace.

She cried and weep begging him to stay but all he did was hold her hand said “I’m sorry”

She was torn.

Now, her sunshine becomes her night.

He walks into her life offering nothing but his undying love. He said so but he left.

She believed him, giving him all of her. She fell hard with a broken heart.

First Encounter

One look, two. heart pounding. love grew

Love at first sight is defined as an emotional condition whereby a person feels romantic attraction for a stranger on the first encounter with the stranger.

For a fleeting moment, I experienced this kind of attraction at one of those parties I and my friends attended.

A year ago, I was introduced to this Someone by my friend but before the introductions he already caught my attention. He was physically beautiful and I feel comfortable talking to him. We danced as the disco lights embraces our grooving bodies. Then, his clock ticks and he has to go.

We exchanged numbers and we started to text each other. I started to ask for details about him then I found out that he has a girl. It broke my heart for I am slowly into him and he never told me about his girl.

The communication suddenly stopped.
It was my first encounter with LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT but it didn't work for me.

one look, two. heart aching. hate grew.